till the day i ___

(アルバム： scared to go to sleep - 2022)

There's nights I don't remember
Passed out on someone else's couch
And pictures on the internet
Wish I could pay to get them taken down
I crack a beer with someone
Who's old enough to be my dad
'Cause he holds all the power
To give me all the shit I'll never have

I threw up my dinner
Fuck no, did I even eat dinner?
The industry's a chokehold
Dyson vacuum sucking out my soul
Can't see straight or think right
I look down in my bathroom sink
Further in my mind

Will I do this 'til the day I
Die, die?
All to be a diamond in the sky
Sky, sky
Will I do this 'til the day I

Kill my hair with bleach and hair dye
And drain my empty bank account
So people will remember me
But somehow I'm stuck underneath the crowd
Shoot back more liquor
Sold out and I've never been sicker
The industry's a chokehold
Dyson vacuum sucking out my soul

Can't see straight or think right
I look down in my bathroom sink
Further in my mind

Will I do this 'til the day I die
Die, die?
All to be a diamond in the
Sky, sky
Will I do this 'til the day I die
Die, die?
(I feel like I'm dying, but at least I'm trying
At least I'm trying)
All to be a diamond in the sky
Sky, sky

(I feel like I'm dying, but at least I'm trying
At least I'm trying)
Will I do this 'til the day I
Die, die?
(I feel like I'm dying, but at least I'm trying
At least I'm trying)
All to be a diamond in the sky
Sky, sky
(I feel like I'm dying, but at least I'm trying
At least I'm trying)
Will I do this 'til the day I