Driftwood

Ay, I say...

My mind racing, these walls spacing in space and time
My time wasted, I'm pacing corners and flipping dimes
We are all hatred and all love at the same time
Define greatness by what you wager versus what you find
I found myself in the corner trying to find it
I am battling with my brain and these voices I'm tryna silent
I fell and I felt that pain in that puddle, I can't describe it
I try to not go insane but I never could really hide it
I know what I don't reapt what I sow way before the flip
I am over the bow, rocking the ocean can't throw a skiff
47 my soul, [?] when I am on my shit
They on my cold tails bitch, but no I never throw a fit

Problems they come and go
Like those people they want your soul
See some reasons, stay on my toes
See some demons, disguises gold
I been fiending for a time to show
All those people they told me no
Every reason I had to blow
And the reason I'm on my own

I get high, cause some nights get low
I can't lie, I don't like my home
I just write, when the time real slow
When the lights shut off, we gon' play this music
I get high, cause what's in my head
I get by with some things unsaid
I don't mind 'bout where I been, cause
We be on top by the time they gon' feel this

Bitch, I've been over these hoes, look like I am ready to go
Tank is on empty, I know my silence gon tend me to fold
Follow my envy to go, living of remedies poe
Pray for my enemies soul, they be the reason I glow
Gave up on everything tho, they either did it they don't
Talking just show what you know, a lack of a reason to hope
I see some people unfold, I see some heaters grow old
Told me "keep dreaming", cause they seem not like what they role
I don't mind spending time with you
As long as you know that I'm spending it
Took me like 45 minutes just to finish this
Somehow I am around all those people that don't dig that shit
And it only made me worse, cause I just think that I'm a hypocrite
Really shouldn't give a shit, definite don't admit it
I feel like my thoughts forbidding, I overthink every sentence
I tend to draw at the best and this life all my time neglected
They asking me how I am moving, but hold on give me a second

I get high, cause some nights get low
I can't lie, I don't like my home
I just write, when the time real slow
When the lights shut off, we gon' play this music
I get high, cause what's in my head
I get by with some things unsaid
I don't mind 'bout where I been, cause
We be on top by the time they gon' feel this