Different

I wonder what it'd be like
To be seen as something more than just nice
And I wonder what it'd feel like
To see the city if I wasn't scared to drive

But it seems like I'll never know
But not in a pretentious way
I wish I were like other girls
'Cause it would save me from a lot of pain

I don't wanna be different
Just a little tired of being too different
And I do anything I can to fix it
Wish I were born as somebody different
So I never know myself

It would be amazing
If I learned not to sabotage myself
Create unnecessary tension
Because I'm always so easily overwhelmed

Whoever romanticized loneliness never felt lonely at all
'Cause I can't find the beauty alone
Just me and my bedroom walls

I don't wanna be different
Just a little tired of being too different
And I do everything I can to fix it
Wish I were born as somebody different
So I never know myself, myself

I wish I were like the other girls
I wanna be like the other girls
Maybe I'd be less lonely
Will I always be this lonely?
If I were like everyone else, everyone else
I wanna be like everyone else