Stained

Sitting in my bedroom wondering
How I ended up incompetent
How'd I get it to the point
Where ion even wanna go outside
To a world I can't function in
Ion even wanna speak
Ion wanna see anybody
So I don't re-ply
Just leave me to be
Leave me to bleed out
Just let me die

I could have it all
You could hand me the world
But it's never gonna fill my void
Do this for the girls and the boys
That can't take it anymore
Then they hear my voice
Suddenly they ain't alone
And they feel at home
When my tone
Hit they headphones
I ain't gon be here long
So enjoy me till I'm gone
Make that our choice

And if I had a chance
I would never change a thing
I went through with in this life
Everybody that had fell victim
To sins I committed
That had ruined they lives
I could never feel the remorse
Cause the pain I inflicted on em
Felt so good
They say that I'm evil
I disagree with their beliefs
Cause I'm misunderstood

Sitting in my bedroom wondering
How I ended up incompetent
How'd I get it to the point
Where ion even wanna go outside
To a world I can't function in
Ion even wanna speak
Ion wanna see anybody
So I don't re-ply
Just leave me to be
Leave me to bleed out
Just let me die