A Song For My Ex

We ended quite a while ago, we said that we'd stay friends
Continued kissing, hugging, sleeping together in the same bed
You said that you're not into commitment or relationships
But you enjoyed having those moments with me without the consequences

I tried forgetting the feelings
That I still had for you
Went out on dates and met new people
But I'd always be thinking of you
You got jealous and possessive
Because you were scared to lose
All the things that you could have with me
If I found someone new

I finally let you go
Wasn't easy
And deep down I know
That this is the only way I can move on
Maybe one day, I'll find someone
Who really wants me, truly loves me
And would never want to let me go
Somebody who doesn't only like the idea of me

I'm not saying I was perfect, I did and said many things wrong
But I don't know how I stayed by your side wishing you'd want me for so long
I got angry and frustrated, got sad and I got mean
But we were never really friends, you just didn't want to lose me

I finally let you go
Wasn't easy
And deep down I know
That this is the only way I can move on
Maybe one day, I'll find someone
Who really wants me, truly loves me
And would never want to let me go
Somebody who doesn't only like the idea of me

You left me once
You left me twice
Yet for some reason
I stayed by your side
I would've then
But I wouldn't now
Let you leave me again
And break my heart a third time

I finally let you go
Wasn't easy
And deep down I know
That this is the only way I can move on
Maybe one day, I'll find someone
Who really loves me, truly wants me
And would never want to let me go
Somebody who doesn't only like the idea of me