Starting Again

(アルバム： Crush - 2020)

Here I go, looking ahead
I'm starting again
I won't be caught in the moment
I'm starting again
And I will take care of myself
I'm not done yet
And I'll let you know when I'm ready
To put it to rest

But I can go it alone
I can do it alone, now

I hate it when you push me out
I hate the way you make it sound
Like I feel alone
Like I feel alone, now
I'm not gonna give in again
I don't choose the way I am
I don't feel alone
I don't feel alone, now

Here I go, starting to break
I'm looking afraid
But it's not like that I promise
Always
But I can't feel you helping me anymore
No, I can't feel you helping me anymore

But I can go it alone
I can do it alone, now

I hate it when you push me out
I hate the way you make it sound
Like I feel alone
Like I feel alone, now
I'm not gonna give in again
I don't choose the way I am
I don't feel alone
I don't feel alone, now

Here I go, looking ahead
I'm starting again
And I won't be caught in the moment
I'm starting again

I hate it when you push me out
I hate the way you make it sound
Like I feel alone
Like I feel alone, now
I'm not gonna give in again
I don't choose the way I am
I don't feel alone
I don't feel alone, now