Re; C U

(アルバム： The Red, White And Black - 2017)

Ya know It's kinda funny when I think about it really
I should stack up all these feelings till they brush against the ceiling
Appealing little solitary world of my own machinations
Involuntary sorta dedication to the
Ba-ba-BAckwards ideology that no one really gets it
Upsetting to a fault, but hey, denial's even more pathetic
Piling up rhetorical questions, suggestions
Sorry, what? You guessed it, I'm still in outer space
Erase me from any kind of preconceived notion
Of living day to day life in automated motion
Cause my speed a little too high speed
Work until my hands bleed, guaranteed I didn't have to keep
Being somewhere that I didn't fit was too much stress
And so I ran away to somewhere I belonged even less
And you could guess that it was the beginning
Of something
The craziest year of my life

But I can see the end of the dream on the horizon
The lies and delusions that I told myself
But was it a mistake to escape? Well I couldn't tell ya
Cause every minute here has been heaven and hell
Guess it's finally time to let the fantasy end, though
I wanted to see you, and I can't pretend that it's fine
I guess until next time, then
Because I genuinely believe
I'll definitely see you again

Where do I belong? Everywhere I've been a misfit
Came back home, now I know I don't miss it
Glad I got a problem, not a person that could fix it
Feeling fake love every time that I lived it
I was so far from the truth, it's scary
Never let it get to me, couldn't let it scare me
Why live a lie when eventually we're buried?
People are a story, every tale gotta vary
Barely holding on, baby, hanging on a thread
At the time, it was real, I meant everything I said
Overthinking every night, tossing turning on the bed, but
I will be okay, 'cause I'll definitely see you again
Escape to a place where nobody know my face
Get away, human race, solitude is what I chase
I am different at the base, ain't no way that I could stay
DempseyRollBoy peace, from the planet I'm erased

But I can see the end of the dream on the horizon
The lies and delusions that I told myself
But was it a mistake to escape? Well I couldn't tell ya
Cause every minute here has been heaven and hell
Guess it's finally time to let the fantasy end, though
I wanted to see you, and I can't pretend that it's fine
I guess until next time, then
Because I genuinely believe
I'll definitely see you again

But I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home