Sleep Paralysis

(アルバム： October Forever - 2020)

I got demons in my head and they don't fight fair
Stuck inside the clutches of a nightmare
My head is crowded
But you know I'm dead without them
Cause I'm only feeling down with every light turned on

I hit the pen to clear my head up from before
I'm not dependent but I think I might getting there I'm
So defensive I don't let up anymore
Left over tension from the threats you made I used to fear them
December nights you whipped it faded with the snow out
I would to try and find excuses just to go outside
Yeah I had to get away from that
I know you tried to take it back
I hate the fact I'm living with these

I hit the road to clear my head up from your call
Not one for closure but I think I might be getting there I'm
Claustrophobic from the photos on the wall
I only see a silhouette but I can feel them glaring
December nights I used to wait for you to show up
You watch your idols make mistakes and then you grow up fast
Yeah I had to get away from that
I know you tried to take it back
I hate the fact I'm living with these

I don't know if I can hold it together
I fell asleep on Elm Street
Nobody can help me
My heart is turning cold with the weather
I hear them singing one and two
Someone's gonna come for you
Feels like October Forever
I swear to God I'm not awake
I'll feel a claw upon my face
I think I'll be at home here forever
I'm over the terror, I'm part of it now