Blisters

(アルバム： The Greatest Thing I'll Never Learn - 2022)

I wanted you
I wasn't supposed to
I stayed with you
'Cause you asked me to

All the good, all the bad
All the ugly and sad that you put me through
I wanted you
Somehow I still do

Took my time to realise that I was never on your mind
That all your love has ended up a lie

My surrender to defeat broke off every part of me
Knowing that I'd never leave you
God! It's so embarrassing that I would've done anything
Even though I didn't need you

You hurt me so damn slow
Blisters, they start to show
And you know I wanted you and I still do

How dare you wait so long to break it
One year of us, six months you faked it

Took my time to realise that I was never on your mind
That all your love has ended up a lie

My surrender to defeat broke off every part of me
Knowing that I'd never leave you
God! It's so embarrassing that I would've done anything
Even though I didn't need you

You hurt me so damn slow
Blisters, they start to show
And you know I wanted you and I still do

You hurt me so damn slow
Blisters, they start to show
Drained all the blood I owned
Wore me down to the bone

My surrender to defeat broke off every part of me
Knowing that I'd never leave you
God! It's so embarrassing that I would've done anything
Even though I didn't need you

You hurt me so damn slow
Blisters, they start to show
And you know I wanted you and I still do

I wanted it, it to be you