Proud Of Me

(アルバム： no rain, no flowers - 2023)

I still wear that T-Shirt all the time
That you went and bought for me online
I still keep that necklace around my neck
Just in case you come back home to check

Now I pay your half of the rent
It's hard to forget you left me for dead
It's obvious you're lying through your teeth

When you say you're proud of me
And you want what's best for me
But you don't wanna see me with anybody else
Yeah that's so typical
It's almost criminal
Yeah the way that you pretend you care the most
But you don't
But you don't

Now I sleep on a sofa
Because the bed, it has a way of fucking with my head
Now every time I get in my car, she's with me
It's like you know she's there, cause you text me
But it's my fault that you're sleeping alone

Now I pay your half of the rent
It's hard to forget you left me for dead
It's obvious you're lying through your teeth

When you say you're proud of me
And you want what's best for me
But you don't wanna see me with anybody else
Yeah that's so typical
It's almost criminal
Yeah the way that you pretend you care the most
But you don't
But you don't

I don't wanna hear it from you baby
You tell me that you love me, but you don't
I'm tired of the games that you've been playing
When you say that you love me

Now I pay your half of the rent
It's hard to forget you left me for dead
It's obvious your lying through your teeth
And you took half of my heart
And used it as tread as you drove off
It's sucks to realize that's just who you are