i thought about taking my life last night

(アルバム： i gave you everything i had. - 2020)

Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah
Feel it in my head
How do I express it

Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night

But don't let my momma find out
Tell her she don't have a thing to worry about
I don't need her wild with doubt
I know she'll think I'm selfish, I'm not selfish I'm just all by myself

I'm not selfish, I'm just trying to find
Answers to my questions and peace of mind

Taking a breath cause I know that I have plenty of time
To figure out why I'm here and alive
When I'm depressed, it's cause I'm not understanding
Why I exist, yeah I struggle with this

Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah
Feel it in my head
How do I express it

Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night

Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah
Feel it in my head
How do I express it

Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night

I don't know what to do
Yeah I wanna tell you
I don't wanna lose my life just yet

Feel like I have so much left, I am not done yet
No, I'm not done yet

I know if I try my best, if I try my best
I will make it through this

Taking a breath cause I know that I have plenty of time
To figure out why I'm here and alive
When I'm depressed, it's cause I'm not understanding
Why I exist, yeah I struggle with this

Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah
Feel it in my head
How do I express it

Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night

Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah
Feel it in my head
How do I express it

Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night