figure it out

I pretend that I'm not afraid
And for a moment I believe myself
Got lost in the day again
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out

The pictures on my eyelids
Would put me in asylums
I'm not even mad though
Just gone a little mad so
Don't blame me for what I say
It's just the trauma talking
Am I allowed to love the way

I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out

Every nerve underneath my skin
Every thought banging on my skull
Used to spend my time filtering
But maybe I should listen to what they know

The pictures on my eyelids
Would put me in asylums
I'm not even mad though
Just gone a little mad so
Don't blame me for what I say
It's just the trauma talking
Am I allowed to love the way

I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out

Imma dance on the crooked edges
I'll take what I'm given
The darkness won't scare me
My eyes are adjusting
I'm sick of the war
I don't care anymore

I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out
I don't care anymore
Time won't stop to let me figure shit out