hiding out in plain view

(アルバム： funeral march - 2018)

Danger
I planted a time bomb
Blowing up my old self
Promise I don't need help
Do I even know you
Do I really want to
One foot in the corner
Hiding out in plain view

So I'm laying in a hole in the dirt now
Burying my ego
I don't wanna go back to my old ways
Easy just to say though
So I'm lying through my teeth to myself now
Wish it wasn't like this
Need to swallow my pride for a second
But I need some confidence

Monsters
Living in the real world
Standing in the doorway
Whispering my birth name
Hiding under covers
Hiding from each other
Running from my demons
Realize they're inside me

So I'm laying in a hole in the dirt now
Burying my ego
I don't wanna go back to my old ways
Easy just to say though
So I'm lying through my teeth to myself now
Wish it wasn't like this
Need to swallow my pride for a second
But I need some confidence