coping unhealthily

(アルバム： staring at the ceiling - 2021)

Woke up in a cold sweat
I'm full of regret
Self-destructing, self-destructing arrogance

I'm coping, unhealthily
I just did not care enough
[?] too much
It's too late now
It's too late now
I'm coping, unhealthily
I just did not care enough
[?] too much
It's too late now
It's too late now

We made a mistake
We swore the best tonight
I'm full of it, I'm full of it, I'm full of it
I'm full of it, I'm full of it, I'm full of it
I got punched in the gut
I felt it and I knew I wasn't good enough
I got punched in the gut
I felt it and I knew I wasn't good enough

I still wanna get so much done now
Swear I can only get buzzed off the wax now
When karma collects I repent then I tip out
[?] my tears are flipped out
[?] now
Pissed in the night, I want things to work out
[?]
I still wanna get so much done now

I'm coping, unhealthily
I just did not care enough
[?] too much
It's too late now
It's too late now
I'm coping, unhealthily
I just did not care enough
[?] too much
It's too late now
It's too late now

I got punched in the gut
I felt it and I knew I wasn't good enough
I got punched in the gut
I felt it and I knew I wasn't good enough