Absence

(アルバム： Wake Me Up In October - 2020)

Balance
I'm losing it
Probably hurting from your absence
So I'm getting lit
Nothing's working and it's tragic
But I'm used to it
Putting holes in my mattress
Kiss I always miss

Balance
I'm losing it
Probably hurting from your absence
So I'm getting lit
Nothing's working and it's tragic
But I'm used to it
Putting holes in my mattress
Kiss I always miss

Wouldn't it be nice if we never had to say goodbye
I don't wanna lie
I miss when you used to be by my side
Now I wanna die
Think about crashing it whenever I'm in my ride, yeah
What's the point of life if you don't wanna be here, mine?

Have me falling in a hole
Just watching
I was hopeless
I can't fix
Watch you [?]

So sick of all this bullshit
So many lies I'm getting nauseous
Started a fight just [?]
Begged you to stop you never stopped it
You never stopped it, yeah

Now I can't ever go back
Better alone, smoking the gas
[?] getting lit to realx
[?]