Kid Bruises

If you're feeling lost, grandma, just close your eyes
Picture being a kid in the backyard, chasing fireflies
Put 'em in a jar and keep the lid nice and tight
Suffocating twelve little lives, but they're bugs so it's alright

God, I wanna kill myself, grandma, every single day
Please don't be mad at me, grandma, I'm gonna be okay

Mom jokes with the cashier that she don't hit me no more
Now she pulls my hair and my ears 'cause it don't leave no marks
Everything is pretty much okay, bruises on my head
Let's go, grandma and build a snowman, mom is busy crying again

God, I wanna kill myself, grandma, every single day
Please don't be mad at me, grandma, I'm gonna be okay
God, I wanna kill myself, grandma, every single day
Things are really hard right now, grandma, but I'm gonna be okay

Don't tell grandma, don't tell grandma
Don't tell grandma, don't tell grandma
Don't tell grandma, don't tell grandma
Don't tell grandma that I wanna kill myself

God, I wanna kill myself, grandma, every single day
Please don't be mad at me, grandma, I'm gonna be okay
God, I wanna kill myself, grandma, every single day
Things are really hard right now, grandma, but I'm gonna be okay