Never Called Her Baby

(アルバム： Uke Puke - 2021)

By the way you are in my my head
Every hour till I'm back in bed
I wonder if you feel me too
But I am sure you are thinking of someone new
I'll be watching you on my screen
Your pretty smile your voice serene
My favorite person that I know
Why do you always have to go
Those lovely eyes
Mesmerized
We were just friends
Believing in lies
I don't regret
You grew on me
I wish we still had time to be
A fireball
A shock grenade
Everybody is so afraid
Of what we could do
Me and you
But it ain't true
Fuck is it true

And now nothing makes sense
So you can find me
I am over here on the fence
Baby
I lost you
Now you lost me
So farewell
Let things be
I bid you adieu
Be happy

I think I will go
For a walk
Or a run
At the park
Pick some berries
Build a fire
In my backyard
When it's dark
Drink my coffee everyday
Create my monsters while stories play
Read my books
Stay online
Tell myself that I'll be fine
Write my songs
Go on tour
Why do I still do this for
I stare myself in the mirror
I think I seeing me much clear
And I hope you are living in harmony
With your charming prince who I couldn't be
Though I never thought that we were wrong
I always knew you would move along

And I find myself longing just to be alone
You are a exception
Baby
Otherworldly
Lovely Ferry
I want you
You don't need me
Thanks for riding a while on my fruitless journey

When you go away I am not waiting for you
You never promised to stay but I wished we seen this through
I guess it was just me that I hoped you feel it too
But feeling aren't real and friendships not true
I have so much to say but my words are so few
But now you are so far away and I am still waiting for you
The colors drip from my trees
I'll worship that ghost as I am brought my knees
I am not feeling afraid It is all my choice
I'll leave my mind in the dirt and two beautiful boys
You won't see me again
Don't hang up on me
You were my only real friend but why not my baby