Used To

(アルバム： Only For The Fans: The Album - 2019)

There ain't nothing I could do
To change the way that you been actin': like a fool
You only want me when I'm playing by your rules
Still think of lying even when I tell the truth
I could really really really use a break
I don't know how much more of this I can take
I got, I got used to being used
Do not talk unless you been up in my shoes

I could really use a break right now
From the fakes and the snakes right now
I am someone they could hate right now
First class on a plane right now
Bitches hate 'cause you can't relate
They wan't me to feel so, better start to pray
When I was stressed, I would just roll a J
I wish all the stress would just go away
But that didn't help, it put me through hell
'Cause ain't nobody let me be myself
I'm doing me now, I don't need your help
I'm doing me now, I don't need your help
Trust me, but don't love me
Look in the mirror before you judge me
You can keep trying to bring me down
But I ain't gon' let you touch me
They say they're writing, but they're really not
Fake love, it should really stop
None of ya'll really feel me, nah
None of ya'll really feel me, nah
I am not like most
I ain't choose this life, I was chose
You'd think this shit smell like roses
Don't make me turn to a ghost

There ain't nothing I could do
To change the way that you been actin': like a fool
You only want me when I'm playing by your rules
Still think of lying even when I tell the truth
I could really really really use a break
I don't know how much more of this I can take
I got, I got used to being used
Do not talk unless you been up in my shoes

Ya'll been treating me like an outcast
Every time I get set back, I bounce back
Bond over money, you bond over hatred
I see how you moving, but not [?]
You hate that I'm breaded and getting so famous
Not close to the people that even related
But I've been praying, every day
I'm the only one to get in my way
Brother betrayed, he could've been set
He mad that I'm making a bag and a check
Disrespect I been getting
Old homies all switching
All the people ain't apologies, but the old me would forgive 'em
Yeah, the old me would forgive 'em
Mamma always take my brother's side
They been living in a fucking lie
Everyday he take life for granted
Even after seeing my cousin die
Please stop worrying about me
Family and friends doubt me
They wouldn't know what to talk about if they stopped talking about me

There ain't nothing I could do
To change the way that you been actin': like a fool
You only want me when I'm playing by your rules
Still think of lying even when I tell the truth
I could really really really use a break
I don't know how much more of this I can take
I got, I got used to being used
Do not talk unless you been up in my shoes