Liar

(アルバム： Frames - 2021)

I said that I changed
I said that I'm different, I know that it's true
At least I think that is true
But you know that's a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
You know that's a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
I know that's a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
Maybe I'm a liar

I set aside every little thing that I feel inside
I know a lot of times you probably wonder why I don't reply
Last night felt the tears behind both my eyes
'Cause I hate to see you both get old
You wanna hang out, but I always say "no"
Say I wanna hold on and I'm long gone
Am I wrong for the times that I don't miss home?
But I said that I'd be there for ya
I say I care but tell me when I'm there for ya
I don't wanna say I love you for the camera
I don't wanna work on this hope by the time I gotta bury ya
I feel like I waste time
Anytime that I face time
I said I'd call back yeah we call that a good lie
And I know that you're hurt inside when I say goodbye, yeah

Sitting in your living room
Feels kinda sad 'cause we both know I'm leaving soon
That's when I lean over just to go and look at you
Tell you that I'll call anytime that I think of you
Promised you this and that
Love you both to the moon and back
I've said no so much, so now you barely ask
And it breaks my heart when I don't call you back and I'm sorry, 'cause...

I said that I changed
I said that I'm different, I know that it's true
At least I think that is true
But you know that's a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
You know that's a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
I know that's a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
Maybe I'm a liar

You the one I love, hard to open up
Always say I'm sorry when it's not enough
Seem to hurt you more, more than I can trust
Wonder what I'll feel when you're really done
Same fight, same way that we gaslight
If you could, probably book a flight last night
Tenth time that I say it's the last time
Just to walk out for the tenth time like last night, yeah
Maybe I'm looking for change and I'm changing you
Maybe you're breaking, I'm breaking too
Hate I'm the reason you cry, when I looked up to God
And I thanked him the day that he gave me you
Maybe my pride has been eating me
Every emotion been leaving me
Blind to the fact that I'm losing my ride or die due to the scenery
Caught in headlights, don't you know that you're dear to me?

Maybe I'm selfish, I
I don't wanna let you go
Seems like every other time when I look at you
All I feel is hope, I promise I'ma do better
Fell down, but I will get up
Tough times, but I won't let up
Nice words just to feel better
Nice lies that I do set up
I know you felt fed up when I...

I said that I changed
I said that I'm different, I know that it's true
At least I think that is true
But you know that's a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
You know that's a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
I know that's a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
Maybe I'm a liar