You & Me

I'd be lying to the world if I told anyone I didn't miss you
Way more than I can admit to
Sometimes when the pain hits
I just drive by your crib
And I wonder if there's someone there with you
I just wanna know does he hold you the way I did
Talk about the future and a brand new crib
Talk about the different names we would name our kid
Then fall asleep in my arms with a goodnight kiss

'Cus right now, nah, I don't feel the same
Lately I've been drinking just to cover up the pain
All my friends telling me that imma be okay
But I don't think this feeling's ever gonna go away
But do you ever check on me like I check on you?
Stay awake, late at night, thinking of us two
Thinking about the one day we would say "I do"
But don't say it was too good to be true

It was gonna be you and me
Happy as can be
Out in DC, penthouse 1223
Buying everything you want
Giving everything you need
Almost spent a hundred grand on a damn wedding ring
'Cus I knew deep down I just wanna settle down
Knew that I was happier whenever you around
We would order food and you'd sit up on the ground
Then we'd watch a couple movies 'til we're sleeping on my couch

Man, I miss that
'Cus I was done with the clubs
Done with the girls
I was done with the drugs
Only two women I've ever loved
Yeah, I loved Isabella but to me you were the one
But you broke what we had
And you broke all my trust
And you broke me in half
And you broke all my love
I was perfect for you
You were perfect for me
But I guess perfect ain't enough

It's a quarter to 3 and I can't fall asleep
'Cus I just can't believe that you're not here with me
But you took me for granted
I had no choice but to leave

And I swear it hurts so damn bad
Cus I miss what we had
But I know you won't change
So there's no going back
And I know that it's over
I know I should just let it be
But I still can't forget you and me

And truth be told, I ain't ever really saw myself as a dad
But I loved J so much, thought me and you him would've been the family I never had
And now I sit here and I just look back
Thinking about the time that I saw him last
Held him so tight, said "see you tonight"
But I knew deep down I was never coming back
'Cus you ain't think about him
You ain't think about me
When you were giving out your number, every other dude you meet
You were doing what you want
Acting single as can be
You were creeping, you were cheating every time I was asleep
Then I saw it on your phone
Got the pictures on my screen
Then you dropped down to your knees
And you beg me not to leave
Then you tell me that you'll change
And you sell me on a dream
Then you cheat on me again
How stupid could I be?
God damn I don't know why
How you gonna go and make a grown man cry?
I remember when you said you were all mine
But everything you said it was all lies
But I gave you a chance, and you threw it in my face
After everything you did, I will never be the same
And I'll miss you every night, and I'll miss you every day
And you're still the one I love, but you're never gonna change

It's a quarter to 3 and I can't fall asleep
'Cus I just can't believe that you're not here with me
But you took me for granted
I had no choice but to leave

And I swear it hurts so damn bad
Cus I miss what we had
But I know you won't change
So there's no going back
And I know that it's over
I know I should just let it be
But I still can't forget you and me