Fresh New Sheets

(アルバム： trying not to think about it - 2021)

I don't wanna see anybody right now
I'm in the mood for company, just me
(Kinda crazy)
Mm, oh

Ooh, it's been a long day
Caught up in a wrong thing
Don't know why I opened my eyes
I wish I could just lay here
Just me and my space here
I still can't find a way to melt the ice

I got these fresh new sheets and you said you were free
To come and break 'em in with me
Sounded good when I said it then
But maybe that ain't what I need
I get so attached then the comedown's bad
And I just end up hating me
'Cause even though I love your touch
I know that it's way too much

Please don't come over
'Cause you can't compete
With the things that I'm scared of
That keep love from me
And no, please don't come over
Heart's too weak
And I know I'm better
Than this sad, broken version of me

Oh, sometimes I wanna reach out
But then I start to freak out
Honestly, I'd rather turn my phone off
Because the energy that it takes to be somebody, somebody just ain't in me
I'm too much of a mess to let you know

Please don't come over
You can't compete
With the things that I'm scared of
That keep love from me
And no, please don't come over
My heart's too weak
And I know I'm better
Than this sad, broken version of me

I know I'm better
I'm better
Better
I know I'm better, oh
Than this sad, broken version of me
Please don't come over
Heart's just too weak
And I know I'm better

Ain't it supposed to be further and bigger than this
When I walk in a room? Don't they know what it is? Oh
Trying to not think 'bout it, just hurts like a bitch
Put it under my bed in a braid and it fits
All this heavy shit
I'm better, I'm better
Yeah, I'm better
Better, better, better than this
Don't I know it yet
I'm better, better, better
I'm better, better, better
Better, I'm better, better than whatever this is
(Better, better, better)
Can I have that?
(Better, better, better)
(Better, better)
Please don't come over
You can't compete
With the things that I'm scared of
That keep love from me
Please don't come over
Heart's just too weak
And I know I'm better