Sabotage

Yah, yah, yah, yah

Choices, everybody make 'em, and the
Truth is, something I've been thinking 'bout
Respect, you say I don't give you
Maybe I don't know how
Excuses, ooh, I got a lotta them
Reasons, why I am the way I am
Regret, you say I don't feel it
Maybe I don't know how

Man, it got so ugly
I was begging you to stay when you left our house
Said you never loved me
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Oh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Oh, took your beautiful love and I turned it out

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you
I wonder did I play myself,
And sabotage love?
Every time I think about me and you (know I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it),
And sabotage love?

Mirrors, trying not to break 'em all
Bad luck, seems like they're always falling
Feelings, now I gotta bury 'em
And I don't know how
Memories of us in picture frames
Set a fire to 'em, just to feed the pain, yeah

How it got so ugly?
I was begging you to stay when you left our house
Said you never loved me
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Oh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Oh, took your beautiful love and I turned it out

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (know I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it),
And sabotage love?
Every time I think about me and you (know I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it),
And sabotage love?

Yeah, I'm often at it, admittedly got a habit
Of getting in my own way while I'm wishing that I could have it
The picket fences and pictures of family and foreign fabrics, I know
It'd be in front of me if I could only grasp it, I want it
And so did you, one hundred
Was overdue, was running
You got the clue, took warnings as feelings too
I wanna get over you but I can only blame myself
Think it's time to put these feelings on the shelf for my health, yeah
I'm not the best at containing all my discretions
I'm not a saint but damn it if I don't come with confessions
It's easy to block our blessings
Mistakes are for learning lessons
I used this shit as a letter
Apologies to my exes, yeah

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (know I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it),
And sabotage love?
Every time I think about me and you (know I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it),
And sabotage love?
(Sabotage)

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you
(Apologies to my exes)
I wonder, did I play myself?
(Apologies to my exes
I used this shit as a letter
Apologies to my exes)
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Every time I think about me and you
I wonder, did I play myself?
Ah-ah-ah