Anybody Else

Say no say no I'm telling myself
But then
I choose you over my mental health
Instead
I know the reasons I know everything we said
But pull me closer as you tell me them again
You're looking less and less like a friend
Friend

But wait
I'm scared your scared
But we're still going there
Lady, I'm not prepared
To need you everywhere

I wish I wanted anybody else
But don't stop
Before I can't stop myself
I say that I want to control this
But deep down I hope that it's hopeless
Don't stop
I wish I wanted anybody else

Say no say no I'm not ready for this
So soon
But maybe I don't know what ready really is
With you
Hips on my fingertips
Lips getting used to this
With your skin on my skin
And your legs on my chest
You look less and less like a friend
Friend

But wait
I'm scared your scared
But we're still going there
Lady, I'm not prepared
To need you everywhere

I wish I wanted anybody else
But don't stop
Before I can't stop myself
I say that I want to control this
But deep down I hope that it's hopeless
Don't stop
I wish I wanted anybody else

I've been fighting with myself
But I lose every time
I've been fighting with myself
So I say something like
"I don't know if I'm alright with this
People say we could get hurt like this
Don't you look at me that way
Cause I'll forget every warning…
Fuck let's just talk in the morning"