This Loss

(アルバム： The Nothing - 2019)

Itty-bitty, oh-so pretty as I watch myself break down
Satisfying as l'm crying, watch the vomit hit the ground
I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be
Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me

The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find
It's tearing in my heart (It's killing me)
It's robbing me on something I was

Had to take it now I hate it, it won't ever stop

I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it

There's nothing like the sound of screaming looping up all in my mind
Horrid pictures of the past invading my pineal high
I am just the shadow of a man I once used to be
Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me
(Always taken back from me)

The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find
It's tearing in my heart (It's killing me)
It's robbing me on something I was

Had to take it now I hate it, it won't ever stop

This is plain to see
Been holding on too long to this tragedy
And it's time to be free
To understand what this path can lay out for me
So here I am again, happiness is a club I'll never be in
I'll never be in
I'll never get in
I'll never get in

Never get in
Never get in

The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find
It's tearing in my heart (It's killing me)
It's robbing me on something I was

Had to take it now I hate it, it won't ever stop

I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it take it back
I wanna take it back, I want it take it back
I wanna take it back, I want it take it back
I wanna take it back
Take It back, Take It back