interpersonal conflict

(アルバム： DECEASEDANDDEPARTED - 2021)

Hey, hey
Hey, what's up? Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you too, um, James
I'll be here today to help you with your current situation
I'm sorry to hear that you've been having problems mentally, am I correct?
Yeah, I've just been going through a lot and all of them believe it's kinda shit
I honestly feel like nothing comes out of telling my problems to a pay who gets paid to tell me most things
Hahaha, now why would you come here for help if you have that kind of mindset?
It seems you have some sort of hope for yourself
Shit, I honestly don't have much hope for anything
Sounds like to me you're just being [?] negative
Then maybe I should just fake my uplifting emotions in front of you
And just end it after all of this session
Maybe that'll prove you wrong
You would never do that, James, but you have to understand everybody's going through something
And you're not the only one
This is actually a huge step of getting better and coming in today
Do you realize that?
Hmm, how many cons have you told that sitting before me?
How am I supposed to know you're actually interested in what the fuck I have to say?
Being honest with you, you will never know
But you'll have to explain to me your situation first to find out
Fine

Codeine lift me from my misery
Abusing my high 'til I reach to infinity
The devil hold me from his side of my fate
Through the fire and flames, leaving me crippling
My anxiety tripling
This die hard ride got me car sick
This could be the end to be honest
Hold on, don't go
Hold on, don't go
Hold on, don't go
Hold on, don't go

Young nigga had to get it how I live
Making money with the gun smoke
In the new Benz with a couple white friends
Mixing Molly with the coke though
Hold on, don't go
Was tryna keep all the wrong bones and skeletons out my closet
You can find me in the crossroads
Or swimming with the sharks and the cyclones
Feeling washed out with the drugs, I'm in a cycle
Feeling like an alien, no one's from where I'm from
Really couldn't be cool with anyone
But most of our homies died by the gun from another man
He's working for another man
Just tryna get money for his baby mama kids
Pulling in his baby mama's crib

Okay, okay, okay, let me write this down
I see where you're coming from
You should really quit doing drugs, don't you think?
Easier said than done Dr., Conscience? What the fuck?
Hahaha, seems like you've found amusement to my name
That'll insure me into your problem
Yeah, yeah, whatever
Uh, let me ask you one thing
Yeah?
Do you have any life goals?
Of course I do, everybody does
Well James, feel absolutely free to tell me

Yeah, I wanna build my empire, no cookie
Shit on all these niggas who overlooked me
Me and my bitch run away, ain't no looking back
Turning my songs into plaques

Codeine lift me from my misery
Abusing my high 'til I reach to infinity
The devil hold me from his side of my fate
Through the fire and flames, leaving me crippling
My anxiety tripling
This die hard ride got me car sick
This could be the end to be honest
Hold on, don't go
Hold on, don't go