Scum Like Me

(アルバム： Realitales - 2000)

me....
all I wanted in my life was 2 be seen
it was all or nothing
nothing inbetween
I had to proove myself
stronger than my needs

In time
when I was giving up the fight 2 carry on
when all the happiness inside of me was gone
It didn't matter what I did 'cause all was wrong.

There's a part of me
who just can't see
why you believe in a scum like me
I care no more
why can't u see
I'm thinking of being loved

I feel
that I've been holding on 2 long to history
my mistakes have been the same repetitively
it's a feeling of mistake and misery

A voice
always questioning everything I do
It's always there 2 make me feel a kinda blue
makes me feel that I am nothing but a fool

[Chorus]

Instead
of being proud of all the good
things that I've gone
I take a step aside, I hit and run
'cause I feel that I have fooled you all along
'cause when you look under the surface
you will see
that what you think is big and strong
is only me