Invincible

The sky turns red, the ashes fall
Are you scared to lose it all
I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid
Do you feel the winds of change
Things will never be the same
Won't sell my soul
Cause I am invincible

I learn to accept
That I'll never be loved, ever be loved
Way too mentally fucked
And there ain't no end to the pain
What I been through was strenuous
Looking in the mirror what have I become
Monsters in my head try to run
Though everything that I'm hiding from
Will still appear when my eyes are shut so
Hello darkness my old friend
Better get out that violin
And cry again
I think I need a psychiatrist
Prescribing more than vitamins
For me to confide in him
About this mental torture
I don't fit in feeling like a foreigner
Never mind pain is a friend of mine
I've been so dead inside
Call me the coroner
The rigor mortis is setting in
Suicide is in my head again
Doctor I need me some medicine
I might just pop a few sedatives
But they slowly been losing their benefits
Nothing is helping
No I'm not a human a shell of myself I'm a skeleton
Though even when everything's awful
I'm someone you never should bet against
I would lay awake
Every night and pray
Mama used to say
Help was on the way
Waited for that day
But it never came
Now I'm all alone
Nothing ever changed
Go and say your prayers
Say a prayer
I been through pain and sunk so low
Never been afraid to walk alone
Can't be broke invincible

The sky turns red, the ashes fall
Are you scared to lose it all
I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid
Do you feel the winds of change
Things will never be the same
Won't sell my soul
Cause I am invincible

I feel the heat right below my shoes
Walking through the coals
But no one knew the truth
Didn't want to go to school it's true
Used to get bullied till I was fully bruised
And blue
What I'm going through
Is too much to show to you
It's something that I'm never gonna fully do
A lot of the time
There's a lot that I'm hiding
When the wounds are now healed
But a scars still inside em'
I do not fit in this world that was made
Sometimes it feels like I live in a cage
On the inside had a part of me die
When I was only like nine
That's when everything changed
I'm on a road that is heading for pain
Only thing I'm fitting in is my grave
No silver lining but until then I'm climbing
A heart of a lion I cannot be tamed
Not a man I'ma mystical
And when it comes to invincible
I met the quota
Meant to go to Pensacola
But I missed the boat and left the ocean
Hit the road
Then went through the winter cold
Was miserable but still I had to keep that invincible
I ain't a prince never kissed a toad
Had principles
And now I'm about to crack the Da Vinci Code
I would lay awake
Every night and pray
Mama used to say
Help was on the way
Waited for that day
But it never came
Now I'm all alone
Nothing ever changed
Go and say your prayers
Say a prayer
I been through pain and sunk so low
Never been afraid to walk alone
Can't be broke invincible

The sky turns red, the ashes fall
Are you scared to lose it all
I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid
Do you feel the winds of change
Things will never be the same
Won't sell my soul
Cause I am invincible