lover/loner

Woke up late again
'Cause I couldn't go to sleep til 4am
And I'm always stuck in my head
Wish I knew what it was like to not be such a mess
Cause Thursday, I'll go out
Drink too much and call someone that I shouldn't now
The next day, I'll wake up and wonder what I was thinking

Part of me wishes I was someone else
While the other part's always narcissistic as hell
The angels always trying to fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner
Part of me's depressed while the other side's happy
Fear of missing out but I hate going to parties
The angels always trying to fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner

Saw a picture on my phone
That I took of the sky in San Francisco
It always seems like the things I miss most are the ones that feel so simple
But Friday, I stayed home, when all my friends were out trying to get me to go
Then I feel so alone, and wonder what I was thinking

Part of me wishes I was someone else
While the other part's always narcissistic as hell
The angels always trying to fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner
Part of me's depressed while the other side's happy
Fear of missing out but I hate going to parties
The angels always trying to fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner

(Part of me's depressed) while the other side's happy
(Fear of missing out) but I hate going to parties
(The angels always try to fight) the devil on my shoulder
(One day I'm in love) and the other I'm a loner