Asthma Attack

I am the physical embodiment of
Everything I never wanted to be
People must think this kid's fucking crazy
I am the prime example of indecision
Life hit me like a head-on collision
But what am I supposed to do
When I'm so see-through?

I had never thought that life would be like this
And now I'm thinking that maybe I should (Maybe I should)
Maybe give life a miss
And if living was the equivalent of breathing
Then maybe I should (Maybe I should)
Prepare myself for a
Another asthma attack

Don't ask me all these bloody questions
I'll get arsey
You think I know myself, well you'd be mostly wrong
It's taken way too long
For me to sing my song
Old me is dead and gone
If lying was a crime then I'd be doing time
I don't mean to whine but just imagine having to lie to
Friends, foes, all of those people that should matter most
Living a double life is just as obvious as Pinocchio

I had never thought that life would be like this
And now I'm thinking that maybe I should (Maybe I should)
Maybe give life a miss
And if living was the equivalent of breathing
Then maybe I should (Maybe I should)
Prepare myself for a
Another asthma attack

I had never thought that life would (Never thought that life would)
Be like this
And now I'm thinking (I, I)
That maybe I should (Maybe I should) [?]
Maybe give life a miss
And if living [?]
Was the equivalent of breathing
Then maybe I should (Maybe I should)
Prepare myself for a
Another asthma attack