Demons

My initial value was found through birth
Spit out the womb, spun around the earth
Knew I had to crash, right?
I said that I knew that it was time to go
Face to face with demons from my last life
We find it hard putting things past us
Tend to start running so they couldn't catch us
Some can't escape the pain
Some endure
Some attack us in our dreams, make us suffer more

Sometimes you know
Sometimes you don't
Sometimes your thoughts provoke assumptions
Assume that you're wrong
It happens a lot
Sometimes it's easier pretending that you're
Somebody you're not
Someone needs to tell me when to stop sometimes
Sometimes I know
Sometimes I don't

Sometimes I look at who I am in the mirror and forget
Sometimes I return home to demons on my doorstep
Just let me be
I want you to leave
Sometimes I get so suffocated, I could barely breath
Drowning in a sea of demons, swallowed up by problems
Reaching for the surface, but I'm sinking to the bottom
And my only other option
Is the fact I know that
Sometimes it's easier pretending that you're somebody you're not
Someone needs to tell me when to stop sometimes
Sometimes I know
Sometimes I don't