Casket

It's like I'm living in my casket
I always thought that you would be the one
You never seem to care what I have done
Now all you ever make me feel is numb, numb, numb
It's like I'm living in my casket
I'm sure you're proud to tell your friends you won
You might as well be here to hold the gun
If I could change the past, I would have run, run, run
But now I'm living in my

You can keep the drama-all the lies, too
I can't count the times I was lied to
Always play the victim, tell a different story
It's an art form the way you hide truth
Got my own version and you would never dare
Playing mind games, never show you cared
Almost lost my brother's life inside a crash
Tried to call you up but you was out impaired
It's the same story
Don't wanna hear "I'm sorry"
You treat everybody but yourself these days so poorly
And you ain't gon' change
You made that clear from the start
I feel like I'm losing my heart
If I could go back, I'd make sure that we never met
'Cause I know the real person you are

It's like you living in my casket
I always thought that you would be the one
You never seem to care what I have done
Now all you ever make me feel is numb, numb, numb
It's like I'm living in my casket
I'm sure you're proud to tell your friends you won
You might as well be here to hold the gun
If I could change the past, I would have run, run, run
But now I'm living in my

Said that you would change, but you never did
Blamed everything on past relationships
I was there for ya, always by your side
But when I turned around, you ran back to him
Like, damn, what'd you expect me to do?
That's a decision you choose
Before you go and say that you still love me
I think all you care about is you, and that's just a fact
Actions speak louder than words
I use to think I don't deserve someone like you
But now I see all that was fake
And I hope you realize what I'm worth
I gave you everything, you gave me much less
Please spare me all the calls and drunk texts
Even through it all, I would take you back
Lately I ain't feel like I got much left (fuck!)

It's like you living in my casket
I always thought that you would be the one
You never seem to care what I have done
Now all you ever make me feel is numb, numb, numb
It's like I'm living in my casket
I'm sure you're proud to tell your friends you won
You might as well be here to hold the gun
If I could change the past, I would have run, run, run
But now I'm living in my

It's like I'm living in my casket
Hey, it's me
Just calling you back
Call me back when you get the chance