SOMETIMES I SCARE MYSELF TO DEATH

Sometimes I scare myself to death
When all these thoughts rush through my head
And all I feel are my regrets
And they play over and over
Sometimes I scare myself to death
When I talk myself off that ledge
Replaying every word I said
When I'm alone and I'm sober

Sometimes I wonder if I'm done
It all goes away when it's over
And all the thing that I once loved
Won't be here again when I'm older
Even when I'm down I still think about us
When everyone I know tells me that you're so wrong
I wanna just lie and think about lust
But when it's my turn I'll be dead before dawn

Way too far from down
And I don't wanna be alone
Stay one time around
I know that this is not enough'

Sometimes I scare myself to death
When all these thoughts rush through my head
And all I feel are my regrets
And they play over and over
Sometimes I scare myself to death
When I talk myself off that ledge
Replaying every word I said
When I'm alone and I'm sober

Sometimes I think that I might not mind
If I go to sleep and don't wake up again
Something that's deep inside don't feel right
And I'm too ashamed to let somebody in
But you stayed here with me
And you gave me a place
To hold on when I'm feeling like drifting away
And it's scary to me
When my mind's in a place
Where I'm moments from throwing it all away

Sometimes I scare myself to death
When all these thoughts rush through my head
And all I feel are my regrets
And they play over and over
Sometimes I scare myself to death
When I talk myself off that ledge
Replaying every word I said
When I'm alone and I'm sober