Even The Angels Cry

It seems like when a legend dies even the angels cry
You know I suck at my goodbyes because I hate these times
And I don't ever feel too good after
And it always leads to bad habits
I don't like losing people
Losing people makes me feel like I'ma go and lose myself
No M&M's cause shit ain't sweet when you been by yourself
You're working hard but you still got your demons
You hear 'em breathing but they leaving when you taking treatments
We numb the pain and ease the brain of the stress
You on your phone, you all alone, ain't got nobody to text
Go with the flow, I gotta go, don't know what's happening next
I'm on the road, I see the signs and now I'm tryna forget everybody else
I'm falling into a vicious cycle
I'm sipping NyQuil, losing idols
Death will be my true revival
I'm feeling like I never needed help
I'm losing hope up in my mental health
I think I'm falling, I think I'm falling
Phone at 100 but they never calling
They never calling, it's a problem, can't you hit me back?
I just wanna talk about my life and tell you all the things that I been doing right
Shoutout to my mistakes
Without you, I'd probably be up in a better place
I learned my lesson after late-night confessions to exes telling them about how I feel
I was much faker then but now I'm finally keeping it real
But still I feel terrible about my current state
I used to ride the currents, currently, I lost my way
And now I'm in a maze with no exit
No way out of this depression
I'm only good for second-guessing
I think of way too many questions
And I avoid any corrections
I guess that's the reason I been stressing