Let You Know

We had a lot of problems
I'm falling like it's autumn
You liked the EP, make it for you, now we aren't talking
The times we had were awesome
I swear to God I'm sorry
I had to leave regardless, swear this shit'll make me heartless
I didn't want your love
I didn't need affection
I just wanted honesty and yeah, I liked that necklace
And yeah, I liked the summer mornings when you made me breakfast
We cleaned up all the messes
I gave my full attention
I told you when we go our separate ways, I'll make a song
And I hope one day you can listen just to sing along
I promise writing this is not for me to right my wrongs
I can't be right because I left you with my broken heart
So now you know my pain, you know my sadness
Went through the madness, felt the passion in my selfless actions
I'm too distracted for your mind to focus on your classes
I'm not the one, I understand this wasn't everlasting, wow

And like
I'm just, I'm really sad about it

But I'ma never get too attached
In like two years, be like "Who is that?"
I might say "What's up?" you might call my bluff
You start asking shit, I might do the math
God, I hope you find love
Even if it ain't me
Hope from him up above
Clear your mind and you'll see that
When I helped with chemistry we had that chemistry
Mentally, I guess we weren't ready for the next couple centuries
'Cause forever should be something special
Love is something more than a letter
It's not a template, it's expression in complex forms
Maybe the best forms
In like a year or so
We should text more
Don't take this serious
It's just a metaphor
And you know I care about you
I just wanted to let you know

Also, before I forget
Happy birthday
And I hope we can talk again soon