Alone Pt. 2

I wanna go
Far away from you but
I don't wanna know how it feels to be alone
I'm confused

I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know how it feels
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know
I'm confused

Lately I've learned how to live life in solitude
You can't simply just hope they acknowledge you
They gon leave everytime you don't want em to
Word of advice just life life how you wanting to
I always knew I'd have problems with love
Cause I've never met no one I'd call the one
When you hit your highest they're there and then stuck
But when you hit your lowest they're tired and done
Couldn't push down the pain and then hide it enough
I guess low key I just didn't smile enough
They tell you love life meanwhile it just sucks
And the whole time inside you just dying and such
Just laugh at the past fading back into grey
When they ask where I'm from tell 'em back from the grave
It ain't hurt my back getting stabbed by the blade
It just sucks that it all had to happen that way

I think it's cool in your music you talk about all of the cool things you have
Me personally, I don't do that with rap
I've done seen people straight losing their minds
I'm talking literally blew that bitch back
Keep hearing what rap be doing for people
But what do these people be doing for rap
In the one place I'm transferring sadness up at
In the stu in the booth where I'm happiest at
Told me get back to work so I'm back on attack
Had to learn to let go had to learn to relax
What's it worth when you trapped in an urn burnt to ash
With nobody at ya grave but your hearse full of cash
Stuck around by my grave all I heard was some laughs
The future gon be great why worry bout the past
I would hate me too if I knew I wouldn't last

I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know how it feels
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know
I'm confused