make up

Blood spilling from my veins, I'ma carry on
Thoughts racing through my head like a marathon
Hair tied, sweatpants, with no makeup on
I don't wanna be seen, turn the cameras off
Turn the cameras off, girl, turn the cameras off
Breathe in chemicals like it's aerosol
Take your make up off, girl, take your make up off
I need some space and time to breathe before I end it all

They tell me they love me, I don't wanna hear that
You don't even know my name, fuck is up with that?
I'll be in the background, you be in the front row
You do all this shit for the fame, I don't fuck with that
I want you, I need you
I've been spending so much alone
I'ma take another breath
And hope that by tomorrow this'll pass

Blood spilling from my veins, I'ma carry on
Thoughts racing through my head like a marathon
Hair tied, sweatpants, with no makeup on
I don't wanna be seen, turn the cameras off
Turn the cameras off, girl, turn the cameras off
Breathe in chemicals like it's aerosol
Take your make up off, girl, take your make up off
I need some space and time to breathe before I end it all

Smoke another cigarette hoping that it kills me
Slowly, don't act like my friend, you don't know me
Maybe you could be my one and only, show me
Paranoia running through my veins, it controls me
It controls me, you console me
Wish I knew that life gets worse, nobody told me
Nobody told me, you control me
No matter what I do, it seems like they just want the old me

Blood spilling from my veins, I'ma carry on
Thoughts racing through my head like a marathon
Hair tied, sweatpants, with no makeup on
I don't wanna be seen, turn the cameras off
Turn the cameras off, girl, turn the cameras off
Breathe in chemicals like it's aerosol
Take your make up off, girl, take your make up off
I need some space and time to breathe before I end it all