Hate That I Need You

I wanna burn up, watch me melt my scars
I wanna hurt myself so I don't hurt you no more
I wanna learn but I won't ever succeed
This life a war, baby think I'm on the losing team
I'm dying slowly, the world so cold
The cards in my pocket I better fold
Got thoughts in my head I ain't never told
I'm dying young so I won't ever get old

Yeah, I ain't been happy in a while
But I'm the one to keep my head down, hood up high
They love my broken smile, but I'm a mess
When all the lights go out at night

Yeah designer on tags supposed to make me alright
Scars on my wrist get to burning at night
Tattoos that cover the ugly inside
All tell a story of how I'm alive

Lights in the crowd, think that I'm going blind
Kills me inside and I scream at the sky
Hate you, I hate them, don't know who am I
I love you, I hate you, now I can't decide

I hate that I need you tonight
And you ain't gonna pick up the phone
I hate that I need you but I
Don't know how to do this alone

I wanna burn up, watch me melt my scars
I wanna hurt myself so I don't hurt you no more
I wanna learn but I won't ever succeed
This life a war baby, think I'm on the losing team
I'm dying slowly, the world so cold
The cards in my pocket I better fold
Got thoughts in my head, I ain't never told
I'm dying young so I won't ever get old