Dying To Live

Am I dying to live
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone
Am I dying to live
Or am I living to die
I been holding all these tears back
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
Cause baby I can't take it
I can't face em'
My heart is breaking

Am I dying to live
Or am I living to die
I been holding all these tears back
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore uh
Cause baby I can't take it
Left my feelings in the past cause I can't face em'
I don't think they understand uh my heart is breaking, my heart is breaking

I don't wanna feel this pain
[?] some shit I did before the rap cause lately its been fucking with my brain
Relying on you to keep me sane cause
You was there before the fame
And money came when I was at my lowest in the rain
For that you get a plain jane, put my past on you
No it ain't fair, but fasho I put my last on you
To make it clear, load up this stick and let off rounds for you
I'll take it there, for you I'll take it there
And I don't trust niggas round' with me uh
Cause I don't know if they gon' clap for me or gon kill uh
And that's word to Mink
Voice of the trenches they gon' listen everytime I preach
PTSD now I can't function it be hard for me
It be hard for me
Boy his ass a bitch I shoulda, shot em' in his artery
I meant to say ovaries
Shout out to the last bitch who played me, my chain 4 degree
Fuck it I'm a die a legend that's how it was supposed to be
Bitch ass niggas

Am I dying to live
Or am I living to die
I been holding all these tears back
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
Cause baby I can't take it
Left my feelings in the past cause I can't face em'
I don't think they understand uh my heart is breaking, my heart is breaking

Am I dying to live
Or am I living to die
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone