Open Letter

Wish I didn't care as much as I did
I've been this way since I was a little fucking kid
Picking sunflowers in a field with my friend Sid
He wasn't real but I used to wish he did exist
This isn't a sob story I'm just fucking sad
Imaginary girlfriends are the only one's I've had
Everything I've started has always ended bad
Losing 10 pounds is never fucking rad

In love with someone from a different state
Even if I was there we still wouldn't date
I'm not mad, I don't hate you
But truthfully I'd give the world just to fucking date you

Days will always be the same
Don't you say my name
'Cause you know I'll answer
Always and forever (Always and forever, Always and forever)

Days will always be the same
Don't you say my name
'Cause you know I'll answer
Always and forever (Always and forever, Always and forever)

I hope that girls like me for this one
So maybe then I wouldn't fuckin miss one
No one wants to come near me (ever)
All I fuckin want is just to feel better
Just to feel better (why can't I feel better?)

All I want is just to feel better
All I want is just to feel better
If you really want her go get her
'Cause she'll go away forever