27 Club

Lying on my back
Chocking on my ticket out of here
I wish you'd have left me there
I could have joined the 27 Club that year
And I've been waiting for my death
A chance to take it on the chin
To get what I deserve
To disappear into the dirt
I know you hate that I feel that way
But I've felt it since I was a kid
Like a blanket over me
Like an old friend

I never wanted from anyone
Never deserved any affection
I am nothing, a spec of dust
Why would I live when life is only loss?
A losing game who dies with the most friends
It's harder to pretend
That I meant anything

Put me in the ground
Sell my things and snuff me out
Just like I was never here
I wish I was never here

Don't you say my fucking name
When I leave this retched place
You're only spreading the disease
That's me
I've been driving myself into the ground
Trying to make this stone bleed blood
Hoping tomorrow never comes
But it always does

I never wanted from anyone
Never deserved any affection
I am nothing, a spec of dust
Why would I live when life is only loss?
A losing game who dies with the most friends
It's harder to pretend
That I meant anything

Put me in the ground
Sell my things and snuff me out
Just like I was never here
I wish I was never here

Put me in the ground
Sell my things and snuff me out
Just like I was never here
I wish I was never here

I never wanted from anyone
Never deserved any affection
I am nothing, a spec of dust
Why would I live when life is only loss?
A losing game who dies with the most friends
It's harder to pretend
That I meant anything