Suicidal

I feel suicidal, for awhile
I don't know how to live
Baby let me grab the rifle
It sings like Michael, something's gotta give
When shoot it's final, there's no revival
There's no take backs on this
When the gun's in my hands
It's all in God's plan, I'm too on edge for this

I just wanna die, the chrome to my dome
Maybe make me feel alive
I don't know, maybe I'm tripping
Tripping 'bout all my ex women
Been off the drugs so long
To the point where I don't feel it no more
No more, no more, so I do more, yeah
More drugs for the feeling
But I never feel it, I just think about my ex
And call her up in my feelings, yeah
She's the only thing that I'm needing
I got this reefer in my lungs but I feel my heart freezing
Every minute could of been my last breath
But also every minute I feel like I'm on edge
I don't know what I need no, no more, no more
I just know that I need to
Find what my purpose for, baby can you help me

I feel suicidal, for awhile
I don't know how to live
Baby let me grab the rifle
It sings like Michael, something's gotta give
When shoot it's final, there's no revival
There's no take backs on this
When the gun's in my hands
It's all in God's plan, I'm too on edge for this
I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
Baby help me stay alive
'Cause I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
Baby help me stay alive, 'cause I just wanna

Suicidal
Something's gotta give
Suicidal
Something's gotta give

I just know that I need to
Find what my purpose for, baby can you help me
I feel suicidal, for awhile
I don't know how to live
Baby let me grab the rifle
It sings like Michael, something's gotta give
When shoot it's final, there's no revival
There's no take backs on this
When the gun's in my hands
It's all in God's plan, I'm too on edge for this
I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
Baby help me stay alive
'Cause I just wanna die, suicide notes right here by my side
Baby I just wanna die, help me find my purpose
Baby help me stay alive, 'cause I just wanna