Not The Same

I can't count down on both hands the time that I remain
Know it's been a minute baby things just not the same
Mom I tried to fight this darkness but it can't be tamed
I can feel it in my body, can't put out this flame

I'm stalling, yeah, I know what's ahead
I'm evolving, yeah, shit changed now I'm dead

I can't count down on both hands the time that I remain
Know it's been a minute baby things just not the same
Mom I tried to fight this darkness but it can't be tamed
I can feel it in my body, can't put out this flame
I just wanna love you baby but my soul is numb
Know I wanna trust you baby my last left me strung
Can't feel nothin as of lately unless I sip this cup
Can't get cuffed up now lil baby 'cause how far I've come

She want more
I can't see I'm sure
I lost me before
I can't even restore

I'm stalling, yeah, I know what's ahead
I'm evolving, yeah, shit changed now I'm dead