Standstill

I guess it's my fault this time
I used to think that it was so
Important to be right
So I didn't call you
Say I'm sorry
You wouldn't have answered
The damage was done
I should give you up

But I've hit a standstill
A brick wall
I won't admit it
But I just keep collecting regrets
How did I make such a mess of this
I wasn't ready
To love you
Can't say it now
Though I want to
I have nothing but my pride
But it doesn't keep me warm at night

I heard you met someone else
I ask our friends about you
'Cause I just can't help myself
I push down the feeling
That I'm breaking
And smile when they tell me
It's not going to last
I just want you back

Are you lonely?
I get lonely too
Do you miss me?
Lately I've been missing you
Are you happy
Like I'm trying to be?
Have you moved on?
Or do you ever think of me?