Uncomfortably High

I been thinking 'bout where I'm tryna go
Spending so much time tryna find a home
Pretending that I'm blind when I found my home
But I'm too scared to jump, scared to fly alone
I'm the author of my book, while they tryna turn the page
That's why I'm misunderstood, they never listen what I say
Tryna do what's best for me, so I took the leap of faith
That's when everybody changed, now I'm afraid to show my face

I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high
Tears from my eyes make the ocean look dry
The more I'm moving up is the more I'm losing sight
Never thought hello could be harder than goodbye
I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high
I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high

Who I do this for? Who am I tryna please?
It almost feel like I stopped doing this for me
Who else can I trust if I can't believe
In myself or my gut? This is not the dream

Everybody telling me
Austin if you wan' be great
Then don't ever look to change
I be looking at 'em strange
They cut me with my own blade
Wrote the book they turn the page
Got the candle but no flame
Once it's lit it can't be tamed

I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high
Tears from my eyes make the ocean look dry
The more I'm moving up is the more I'm losing sight
Never thought hello could be harder than goodbye
I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high)
I'm alone on the ride
I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high) (yuh)

If you not here you don't know
All the weight that I hold
I been tryna fly
But my wings, they feel broke
Even though I'm so high, I feel like I'm so low
I feel more broke now than I did when I was broke
They told me stars could never live on earth
Say it's too bright and too hot they gon' burn
Ooh what I'd do if I could make the tables turn
Gotta stay up in the sky, only place I can observe
See my little sister growing up so fast
See her looking up to me, she opens both hands
All she wants a hug from her brother so bad
Stop this plane I just wanna go back

I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high
Tears from my eyes make the ocean look dry
The more I'm moving up is the more I'm losing sight
Never thought hello could be harder than goodbye
I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high)
I'm alone on the ride
I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high)

I'm the author of my book, while they tryna turn the page
That's why I'm misunderstood, they never listen what I say
Tryna do what's best for me, so I took the leap of faith
That's when everybody changed, now I'm afraid to show my face

I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high
Tears from my eyes make the ocean look dry
The more I'm moving up is the more I'm losing sight
Never thought hello could be harder than goodbye
I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high (I'm uncomfortably high)
I'm alone on the ride
I'm uncomfortably high, I'm uncomfortably high