Why I Don't Cry

I don't know why I don't cry
I learned to live without you in my life
But my reflection keeps you in my mind
With all the questions that you left behind

You know momma said that I remind her of you
But I'm not sure if that's true
All I have are the letters and the pictures she saved
When I think of you

I don't know why I don't cry
When I think of you
I should be sad but I'm numb inside
Need to know the truth
Cause I don't get why you never tried
Was I too much for you
I don't know why I don't cry
I should cry should cry

Sometimes I wonder why I don't care
I can't miss what I never had
When I was young it felt unfair
Now is it wrong if I don't feel sad

You know momma said that I remind her of you
Will I ever know if that's true
All I have are the letters and the pictures she saved

I don't know why I don't cry
When I think of you
I should be sad but I'm numb inside
Need to know the truth
Cause I don't get why you never tried
Was I too much for you
I don't know why I don't cry
I should cry should cry

I said I don't care
So why am I here
On a fake account
You blocked me everywhere
Saw my sisters face
Don't even know her name

I don't know why I don't cry
When I think of you
I should be sad but I'm numb inside
Need to know the truth
Cause I don't get why you never tried
Was I too much for you
I don't know why I don't cry
I should cry should cry