Bedroom Ceiling

If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling
Would you have me committed for the things I'm feeling?
When I tell anybody else, it only goes in circles
Sick of oversharing till my face gets purple
No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling

Oh, this is so messed up
'Cause I trust this room more than anyone
Oh, let me spill my guts
With the only one that will never run
When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed
I open up and nobody stays
Oh no, am I that messed up?
'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling
You'd be more focused on fixing than who they're killing
Don't know why you cringe when I say I don't want to live
Four inch concrete listened better than you ever did
No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling

Oh, this is so messed up
'Cause I trust this room more than anyone
Oh, let me spill my guts
With the only one that will never run
When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed
I open up and nobody stays
Oh no, am I that messed up?
'Cause I trust this room more than anyone

Let me be alone
'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist
Hanging from my home
And nothing feels better than to cry like this
Let me be alone
'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist
Hanging from my home
And nothing feels better than to cry like this

Oh, this is so messed up
'Cause I trust this room more than anyone
Oh, let me spill my guts
With the only one that will never run
When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed
I open up and nobody stays
Oh no, am I that messed up?
'Cause I trust this room more than anyone