In My Hands

I remember you were dying in my hands
Scared to walk away
If you were here right now
I'd probably let you down
Dying in my hands
Scared to walk away
If you were here right now
If you were here right now

My eyes would love to close
But I'd dream to hold you close
I don't fight the feeling usually, oh Lord
Tonight I might overdose
Stop the bleeding, I suppose
Like the user that I use to be, ooh

Pretend like it's not real
Like I don't feel the way I feel
But you've been holding me without your arms
It's time to let you go

I remember you were dying in my hands
Scared to walk away
If you were here right now
I'd probably let you down
Dying in my hands
Scared to walk away
If you were here right now
If you were here right now

If you were here right now
If you were here right now

Is it my fault that I tried to fix all my habits when I had it
Kept running round in these circles tryna fix that shit, it's tragic
And I never asked how you felt about it, that's my fault, not acting
Like you should forgive me, it's obvious that I fucked up, and I'm asking you
To come and stay, another day, another chance
That I can fuck it up in another way
What's the point? I see destruction ain't above it, now it's underway
Love it if you stayed, but I'm selfish and the one to blame, uh

And every time I look at your face
Was wishing that I had something to say
Meant nothing to you, we're one in the same
I wish I wouldn't have stayed

I remember you were dying in my hands
Scared to walk away
If you were here right now
I'd probably let you down
Dying in my hands
Scared to walk away
If you were here right now
If you were here right now

If you were here right now
If you were here right now
If you were here right now
If you were here right now