Baby, It's Christmas

Another morning by myself, but this one isn't easy
Honestly there isn't many nowadays that are
But it's Christmas, so it's different, let's be optimistic
Let's reflect on everything we did, we've come so far
It's a lot, it's quite a laundry list
From dropping 35 new records, to remastering my albums, to a tour 'round the country where I made a lot of money then I lost it all to COVID, but that's life I'll get it back
And I wrapped a couple presents, and I wrote your name on one, but I ain't sure if I'ma give it to you
I'm 28 and add some change, and even though a lot has changed you never did and that's so cool, my baby
And I'm sorry that I did, but, we can't always get what we wish for, and I'd, do it all again if I could, babe, I would, give you everything you ever wanted, yeah

So, can I tell you I'm sorry?
Can I tell you that I messed up?
Can I tell you that I miss you, that I never meant to hurt you?
'Cause baby it's Christmas
And you were on my wishlist
You were all I asked for, that's all

This was the year that I became me, I made some fucking statements
I made a big decision, then I signed with my first agent
And I finished me an album, and I can't wait to drop it
Even though I feel like Spotify blackballed me
Never made a single playlist, they must ain't heard my songs
'Cause can't nobody do the shit I do and that's facts
Name another rapper that does it all himself
That booked a fucking tour and then sold out half the shows
That makes his own fucking beats, and does the mixing too
And writes way better bars than everybody that he meets
But that shit isn't here nor there
That shit's just in my face
I wake up to a bunch of people eating off my plate
But, shit, I know, yeah I know
It's Christmas, I should chill
Go find a mistletoe so I can fucking kiss myself
I wish that things would fucking change, maybe they already have
So I wrapped you a present, baby, please don't give it back, 'cause

I do
So bad
I need
So bad
So bad, baby
I need
You

'Cause baby, it's
'Cause baby, it's
'Cause baby, it's
'Cause baby, it's

'Cause baby, it's Christmas, yeah
And you were on my wishlist, you were all I asked for, that's all
Baby it's Christmas
You were on my wishlist, you were all I asked for, that's all
That's all