Poison

Here's a message to all.
I'm sorry and I know that I've made a few mistakes.
But this is who I am.
Don't expect me to change.

Just get the fuck away.

The bottle's resting tight against my lips.
I hate to feel this way.
I tried to bury this inside
So get the fuck up off my case.

So sick and tired of all the humans
Trying to force on me
'Cause every time they hold me back,
It's just one more, so fucking leave.

I tell myself, have just one more,
But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure!
Losing control, is this happening to me?!
Living each day with this is sickening.
I can't escape, I can't escape.
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me.

I'm at the bottom and there's nothing saving me.
It took so long to be fucked up inside my own head.
Oh the last thing that I need is your sympathy.
I'm not your dead yet.

So here's the problem,
I've been drowning myself in this alcohol.
And sure it's killing me, but I still don't feel anything.
This room is spinning, most days I pary for [?] my days.
They keep on telling me, they always search and walk this way!

The bottle's calling out my name!
But can't make myself go away!

I tell myself, have just one more,
But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure!
Losing control, is this happening in me?!
Living each day with this is sickening.
I can't escape, I can't escape.
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me.

The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?
The faces are passing, I'm breaking through the seams.

The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?
The faces are passing, I'm breaking through the seams.

Losing control, is this happening to me?!
Living each day with this is sickening.
I can't escape, I can't escape.
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me.