spaghetti hoops

Spaghetti hoops dripping off my spoon
Wrapped up in co-codamol reclusive drug abuse
I haven't seen the winter sunshine rays glisten
Cigarettes and alcohol, I'm easily seduced
And I've been spending money like I've got it
Refueling the rocket
Saying things that I don't mean to the people I need most
And there ain't no way to stop it

Like what is going on?
And what have I become?
I'm running through the city like a vagabond
But it's a free country so I'ma do it if I want
'Cause I will try anything once
But it doesn't get much better than this

And if this headache sustains I will blow out my brains
It's all good, it's all good, it's all over
It's all good, it's all good, it's all over

I just heard the news, I can't believe it's true
When the common courtesy falling to disuse
It really is a fucked up world we live in
Stuck like peanut butter in this melancholy mood

I've been trying to rise above it
Can't let go with these beloved drugs
I've infected my mind
A life full of lemons
And I don't feel alive
And it don't feel right it don't feel right
This devil friend of mine who lives deep inside
Tell me I should contemplate my suicide

And if this headache sustains I will blow out my brains
It's all good, it's all good, it's all over
It's all good, it's all good, it's all over

I show no love on the surface
'Cause nobody is worth it
Nobody deserves shit
In this world
In this world

I show no loving in person
My disguise must be working
Nobody is perfect
It's such a stupid concept
I'll be the first one

I got it all wrong on purpose
Joined an emotional circus
I threw my life to the breeze
First it floated through the sky but it landed in a furnace
I booked my place in heaven, I reserved it
So I will see you there if you're worth it
Show no love on the surface
And show no love on the surface